Everywhere I look, you kiss.
you cuddle.
you coddle.
you croon.
When I start to feel a snide remark
slither
up
my
throat----
I bite my tongue;
as much as I want to be bitter,
I can't.
I feel a pit
in my stomach.
I'm not, that angry girl anymore;
the one who laughs at "you fools."
I want to know what it is that drives you,
puts you in this rabid, ravenous state.
What is it that causes
the ever-glowing twinkle in your eyes,
that keeps you together
despite the constant fights?
Blind to the world
and everything in it, except,
each other----
when I see you like this.
You hunger for each other;
Cannibals,
so gently tearing each others' flesh.
I wonder,
and the pit in my stomach swells.
Still, I find myself smiling,
witnessing your joy, I realize---
I want your disease.
I wonder
how everyone's getting infected,
Everyone but me.
I crave the madness that you share.
I name the pit envy,
and love
was your disease.
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